Wowser it has been a long time since I posted anything about my family.  So many things have changed in the 2 years since I last put anything on paper.  I hope to update our family blog with several post dated events and then move forward with new events.  I truly have missed writing about the days that make up my life as no day is ever a dull moment.  The twins have grown into such strong sweet men that care for each other, care for me and care about others in their community.  There have been moments when it has been rough and I have worried if I am doing it right.  But I believe now that they are 7 that each parent has their own worst fears and often times we all have the same fear, are we doing the right thing to raise our children up in a manner that makes us proud.  Most days I know I am doing what is best and giving them the best example but other days I question my attitude and parenting style.  Then I have days, usually what I think are my worst days, when one if not both of the boys comes up to me and tells me how much they love me and are thankful I am their mom.  Total heart melt!  I love my little family.