School

There are major changes coming in the Rafter household. I am starting Chemistry class tomorrow. It is the only prerequisite that I dont have. I need this class and a great grade in it to be considered for the RN program I applied to. I havent waited anything more in my life.

Ok! Ok! There have many things in my life I have waited badly. But this is another.

To be an RN

It makes me nervous, happy and sad. I have really enjoyed these last 7 months as a stay at home mom. The boys have loved it too. We have grown together and learned from each other. I am blessed to have a husband who is willing to work so hard so that I could stay home. And now he is taking on the responsibility of continued hard work so that IF I get into nursing school I can focus solely on school.

Me going to school is contigent that the boys get into Norfolk Public Schools Preschool program. We are praying and being patient that all avenues will work out with the Lords help. MY babies are old enough to go to school. WHAT?! That is just crazy to me. I still see them as my little boys. Little boys that can talk. I am glad that they will be able to have more interaction with other children than what I can provide through story times and playdates but to give up most of my day with them to school. It makes me sad. Very sad. Happy but sad.